Sha.

this girl right here.
this girl right here..
THAT GIRL RIGHT THERE...
she has been my best friend since the day we've met.

Sade and I, have always been two peas in a pod. You seen her, you seen me, and visa versa. Partners in crime, kind of thing. I would say it's going on 5years.
I love this girl with all my heart.

But at the same time, you know things are different between us.
No more random chit chats on the phone at work, no more complaining about loves, no more plotting on what to buy as soon as we get that check, no more drunk dials, no more plain ol' bullshitting on a rainy ass day.
There isn't anything anymore.
As I type this, I'm talking on AIM to her.
Hands used to be a blur, typing to her. Now, it's like I don't know what to say, which is weird, because it's been nearly a year since we've last talked.
Not to mention, she's been in the same state for the past yr, and I've yet to see her.

We grew apart, and we had different views from eachother.
I want to say, that we're no longer friends, but I can't even bring myself to do that, because I care about her SO much.

I miss my besti, the one person, who I didn't have to explain anything to, because she immediately knew. I miss my besti, the one person, who at one point dreamt the same things I did.

And I know that we all grow up, and we all grow apart, and it's rare for friendships to even last for a long time anymore.

But I want what we had back.