update.

seeing how i never get to write anymore, just updating on what's been going on.

i'm in a really loving mood lately.
loving, and annoyed.

like, i'm just annoyed with the fact of my job, and currently my phone.
phone is being on some extra shit right now.
and I have yet to see my raise at my job.
yeah, job hunt is definitely on. good luck to me on that, right?

anyway, i miss him more than ever.
he makes my day brighter, like this love is crazy.
i don't know mannnnn, i'm scared because i feel myself stuck on him.
its just so good..

anyway, so I've took the steps into cutting people from my life.
well, can't really be called steps, since I've done it in one shot, but whatev.
that's what it is. I look at some people, like it was better when we didn't speak.
sometimes, some people aren't meant to be friends, and thats just what it is.
Like, i'm happy that so and so were in my life for however long, but some things are just better this way.
what can you do?
i can't care anymore.

also, which each person stepping out my life, two come into it, on a brighter note.
and I greatly appreciate that.
I've gotten super close to a couple in the last couple of weeks, and it's all cool beans.
I'm hoping these friendships work, actually really like these people.
Seeing eye to eye, with no misunderstandings is such a good thing.

Uhm, i'm in the works of starting my own business, with a partner!
Yeah, big things are happening, moves are being made, plans being finalized.
I am soooooo with this.
like this is such a good look on both ends, I can't wait till things really move forward.

Not too long ago, I felt like I was lost, and I didn't know where to turn, where to begin, end, whatever. I needed something new, I needed some type of change. I have yet to see that change, or get anything significantly new, but I've decided it's just about time to take matters into my own hands.
Mentally, I do not think I'm the same person. I think quicker, with my thoughts being more detail-orientated. Or try to be at least.
I think my style, should somewhat mirror that in a way.
I don't know how yet, but come next couple of weeks, it's going to be a new thing for me.
it's always good to switch up just a little, and thats what i'm going to do!
in the end, i'll still be me, and that's all that matters.


As for everything else:
I can't believe in less than 2 months, I'm going to be 20. Feels like I'm getting older, but yet I'm still super young at heart.
In less than two months, I will no longer be a teenager.
In less than two months, I'm leaving more than a few things behind.
In less than two months, I wonder who could keep up.

BTW,
my hair has gotten longer!
Four more inches and it'll be touching my butt.
WOOHOO!