Him.

A brown skin complicated cup of tea. Outspoken and witty. Charming and down to earth. Hilarious & humble. No need to tell you he's the shit, you can smell him from a mile away; his cologne is a pheromone. I knew he was mine from the moment I lay my dark brown eyes on him, and together we make the world jealous. He rarely asks about my past, not because he doesn't give a fuck, but because everything prior to our introduction is meaningless. We make new memories; funnier inside jokes; and constant happy time. Kisses spill over with passion, smiles are always really wide. I didn't want perfect, I just need what's mine.

what a nice day to HAVE a shiba.

V.

“Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, so let me simply add that it’s my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.”

i adore this movie.

Alice in Wonderland

exciteddddd!
I am NOT excited though about how everyone is going to be jumping on the bandwagon, but whatev.

ready!

is it terrible that i'm so over the summer?
my love isn't here to spend the nice days with me,
i'm constantly working, and/or doing something that requires me to be inside,
and the humidity has my hair going in every direction, sort of like sexy wavy permanent bedhead.
this summer, didn't feel like summer to me at all.
all my vacay plans went down the drain somewhere along the way of planning,
but whatev!

i'm ready for the autumn, perfect weather sans the rain.

Auroras

The Northern Lights are a natural wonder that few ever get to see. Nike pays respect to the 'Dance of the Spirits', with creating this new Dunk mid.

I really like that the insoles really look like the Lights too. Definitely a must cop.

sigh,

i said i would lay off the kicks for a while.
but then really why the fuck should i?
i am what i am, my kicks are me!
;]

Looking For Love in All the Wrong Places

Sneakers are art, and INSA proudly agrees. The graf artist took a 7 day tour through the streets of East London and hand painted images of transparent Air Max 1’s all along the way.

Crayola.

I remember the days when my tag was Crayola, I always had a crayon in my bag or pocket, for no reason in particular.

Nike helps me reminisce with this goodie,



Nike Back to School Pack, always has some of the more interesting colorways of every year, and it's always refreshing to see what aspect of the student life they decide to incorporate. I must admit, I'm jealous of the tykes that get to carry crayons in their bookbags. Whatev, I'll do one better, and wear my Crayolas on my feet. TYVM!

!$%&#

the best feelings yet.
it keeps me on my toes, and
constantly wanting more.
he does it every time.
mrs. puFf crim.
tyvm.

random.

i thought this was so perfect. Perfect song for the perfect wedding entrance. I loved it! Sad to say, but it actually brought tears to my eyes. BLAH! lmao, their wedding party was big!

twatville

amazing work by sriwhipple.

cannot wait.

i've noticed that people speak without knowing what they're talking about.
they write, like they have ideas that can uphold a true thought.
patience was something that hasn't developed in me, in an abundant amount.
the little that I have, is solely ruined by the ignorance that surrounds me day by day.
is it even worth the trouble of training myself to be accommodating?
I'm sick and tired, and tired and sick, and just basically fed up with those.

I wake up everyday refreshed, I go to sleep more than likely aggravated.. So, I concluded that it's time for a cleansing. I'm here and now, separating the intelligent and the ignorant. I am separating the bold & daring, from the cowardly & timid.
The real needs to get realer, and the fake can stay far away.

I am infinite, because none will stop me from doing what I want to do.
I will sit pretty, observing, plotting, and LAUGHING, because they think that this will ever change.
I will sit pretty, observing, plotting, and LAUGHING, because they think they know me so well.
I CANNOT WAIT for the day that you are proven wrong.

hey, I guess I do need to have a little more patience after all.. ;)

YES!

Okay, so being the procrastinator that I am, I sleep on a lot of things, and then in result, I'm all late. Whatever, better late than never. Or as I usually say, at least my kicks will look mightyyyyy fresh after the hype dies. ANYWAY, back to what I was blogging about.. I slept on the Jeremy Scott x Adidas Wings bka JS Wings. SLEPT so hard.

I fell in love with the black and gold,

slept on those..

fell in love with the white on white


slept on those again!

But you know what? Procrastinating always works out one way or another, because later this year, the JS Wings are out in a different colorway.



TAH DAH BITCHES!
I'm super-duper excited, silver is more my style away.
Now, I just have to hope that they come out in small sizes.

Taggin' Thomas

brought to you by my favorite graf artist.. Banksy

TYVM!

"If a man is not faithful to his own individuality, he cannot be loyal to anything."

- Claude McKay

I am quite obsessed with this show. HBO has done it again!

sometimes, I wish..

sometimes, I wish that I could know what would happen next.
sometimes, I wish that I would know exactly what to do.
sometimes, I wish that I didn't have to wish for ....

BLAH.

the sun doesn't sun as bright when you're not around.
i just want you back home, so I can see a bright, sunny day again.

heaven

looks like this..

gold dipped dunks.

my coffee table centerpiece.

tah-dah!

SSHHHIIIBBBAAAAA!

hmm.

trying to get out of my slump, i find this..



the only reason I'll ever get a Mac. kind of.. ;]

having an absolute moment.

Sha is going to the army.
Signed papers and everything.

I don't know why I'm freaked out, but I am..
I'm proud of her, for doing something, that she normally wouldn't do.

But something deep inside of me, feels like I'm losing someone very important to me, kind of forever.
______________

He's telling me there's nothing to worry about, she'll be fine. And I believe him, to a point.
______________

As weird as I feel, I know I need to be supportive.
That's what best friends are for, right?

.hgu

is it just me or does this summer feel like a permanent pre-fall?

blahhhnesssss.

Sneakers Now Equal Turds in Disguise

Nike outdoes themselves once again. Rather than flushing the toilet, you can now wear feces on your feet. AWWWEEESSOMMMEEEEE.

Alexander Skarsgård

He's the dude who plays Eric Northman in True Blood. He can totally get the panties.



PAAANNNTTTIIIEEESSSSS.

matte nail polish is my new neon.

know this.

good girls are bad girls who don't get caught.

Let's Try This Again.

Some things are just getting quite stale. It's starting to get annoying now. So we're going to try something new. I'm going to cut & paste, figuratively speaking of course, what I would like, and put them where they should be.
Blah! Easier said than done.
I think it was easier to deal with totally staleness when I didn't actually have to deal with it.

11 Randoms.

1. I do not believe in the benefit of the doubt. I have tons of doubt in people, because it's in people's nature to let someone down, even if they don't want to. I expect the worse in people, and I'm ALWAYS surprised when I get a different result.
2. I expect the worse, and hope for the best. That's one of life's best lessons taught to me. I prefer to be prepared for something, than to have it shock me later on. So far it's worked out for the best, so that's one thing that will never change.
3. I'm a really quiet person by nature. I've always been the type of person to really think about things, and just sit back and observe. I don't really say anything, until i feel there's a need to say something. the surroundings are usually more interesting than the conversation ANYWAY. AND, because I'm quiet, I kind of expect the other person(s) to keep the conversation rolling. There's only a handful of people who can actually bring my voice out, so to speak.
4. I have many projects in the makings, and that's because I don't know what the hell I want to do with myself. When I figure that out, I can focus on one thing at a time. But that doesn't seem like it's ever going to happen, and if it does, it won't be soon.
5. Everyday I change my mind on what I want to do with my life. I'm getting older, and honestly i have no idea what could possibly keep my interest for the rest of my life. i don't want to go to back to school not having some type of an idea. help, please?
6. i think i'm realllllyyyyy weird, and there's a ton of people who would agree with me. in a nutshell, i like things that most people don't understand, and don't want to understand. i enjoy doing things that are just too different for people. I'm okay with that. I know how to have fun by myself. Thanks.
7. i'm really picky about people being in my "circle". I don't have many friends, but i have a ton of associates. I'm really good at picking up on people's vibes, i think thats the only way to explain it. Because of that, I don't like everyone I meet, although I do tend to give people chances before I actually say that I don't care for them. The ones I hold close to me, are there because i feel that they are the realest, and I seen nothing fake about them. a lot of people do not have the best interests at heart for anyone but themselves, and I think me seeing that as I was growing up made me learn that not everyone is to be considered a friend. I have a really big heart, but there's only a very small few that are in it.
8. Some see me as a very cynical person, I do not disagree, but I am optimistic too. I just rather look at things for what they are, but keep positive thoughts in mind. Positive thoughts are my good luck charms.
9. I love to learn. Everything that I do, everything that I read, everything that I witness, every possible thing that I come across, I hope to learn something, at least ONE thing from it. I really believe that you learn something new everyday. To me, if you don't, it's not a life worth living.
10. I think originality is overrated. I remember when being different was uncool, now everyone is trying to be different from eachother, yet it comes out with the same end result. Everyone looks, and thinks like someone else at the end of the day. What is originality anymore? At the end of the day, that one person got the idea from another person, and they decided to flip it to look like their own. But it isn't their own is it? I don't know anymore, to me it's getting quite old. People just need to be themselves, THAT'S ORIGINAL.
11. I believe being infinite means that everything I do has no limitations. Nothing should ever stop me from doing what I want, and becoming whom I want. Whether it has to do with my style, money, learning, whatever, everything in my reach becomes infinite. Caring about the opinions of others in a limitation that I will never let hold me back. At this point in life, my name is Ivy the Infinite, because rules need not apply. I will forever remain boundless. :)

hm.

Did you ever realize that probably 95% of people find themselves to be interesting, and about 93% of that 95% are not? How sad that the rest of the 5%, are overlooked, but they're the ones that are truly remarkable.

agitated

I rather people dislike, hate me for speaking my mind, than like me because I live my life as a mute. We as humans, were given a mind to think with, and a mouth to speak from. Knowledge and speech is such a gift, and I can promise you, I plan on using my gifts are thoroughly as I can, because if not, it would be a wasteful thing to do. I was on not put on this Earth to please people, that would be including YOU, so please excuse yourself in that theory. I do not blog intending people to read, I can careless about that. I blog because it lets my thoughts be written. I do not converse with many because not many are worth my conversation, at least not the type the requires actually thinking, therefore I speak to myself, on MY blog. If you read something that you don't like, do yourself the favor and don't come back to read anymore. If you feel for one second that you have any part of me figured out, that would be including my blog, how naive you can be. That is just something that I will never allow.

K, thanks! :)

YUM!

weird.

The weirdest thing ever to me right now is when you realize how much you actually love someone.
like, van Gogh kind of love, you know, the "i would cut a piece of my body off for you", kind of love. The type of love, where it hurts so good, and even when it hurts so bad, you can't walk away because it's never enough. It's so weird to come to the point of realization, and then say to yourself, that even that type of love, that amount of love, isn't enough, and you still NEED, you YEARN for more of that special someone's love. It's weird when you're addicted to that person's love, to that person in general. It's weird when you realize you need to get yourself unstuck from that type of love, again from that person in general, just so you can have a bit of sanity back, but you KNOW deep inside that doing so is virtually impossible.
It's weird that it's a good thing that that type of love is so rare. Can you imagine how much more addicted, crazy, obsessed people we would have in this world?

:)

"I try to practice my warlike tactics,
but in your clutch, in your touch, my armor just collapses"

- Mos Def

and the verdict is..

so yeah, i been in so much pain since last thursday. Ridiculous amount of pain. CONSTANT pain. And over the weekend it just got worse, like I didn't know what it was.
Went to the ER on Monday morning because I couldn't walk, or keep anything down.
Tuesday, went back to a different hospital thank God, and I finally got a diagnoses

DRUM ROLL PLEASE !! ...
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I had an UTI, that went up and turned into a kidney infection. WHAT THE FUCK.
sigh.
anti-botics & pain meds are my two favorite things right now.
updates later when I don't feel to pass out.

GOOD DAY!