11 Randoms.

1. I do not believe in the benefit of the doubt. I have tons of doubt in people, because it's in people's nature to let someone down, even if they don't want to. I expect the worse in people, and I'm ALWAYS surprised when I get a different result.
2. I expect the worse, and hope for the best. That's one of life's best lessons taught to me. I prefer to be prepared for something, than to have it shock me later on. So far it's worked out for the best, so that's one thing that will never change.
3. I'm a really quiet person by nature. I've always been the type of person to really think about things, and just sit back and observe. I don't really say anything, until i feel there's a need to say something. the surroundings are usually more interesting than the conversation ANYWAY. AND, because I'm quiet, I kind of expect the other person(s) to keep the conversation rolling. There's only a handful of people who can actually bring my voice out, so to speak.
4. I have many projects in the makings, and that's because I don't know what the hell I want to do with myself. When I figure that out, I can focus on one thing at a time. But that doesn't seem like it's ever going to happen, and if it does, it won't be soon.
5. Everyday I change my mind on what I want to do with my life. I'm getting older, and honestly i have no idea what could possibly keep my interest for the rest of my life. i don't want to go to back to school not having some type of an idea. help, please?
6. i think i'm realllllyyyyy weird, and there's a ton of people who would agree with me. in a nutshell, i like things that most people don't understand, and don't want to understand. i enjoy doing things that are just too different for people. I'm okay with that. I know how to have fun by myself. Thanks.
7. i'm really picky about people being in my "circle". I don't have many friends, but i have a ton of associates. I'm really good at picking up on people's vibes, i think thats the only way to explain it. Because of that, I don't like everyone I meet, although I do tend to give people chances before I actually say that I don't care for them. The ones I hold close to me, are there because i feel that they are the realest, and I seen nothing fake about them. a lot of people do not have the best interests at heart for anyone but themselves, and I think me seeing that as I was growing up made me learn that not everyone is to be considered a friend. I have a really big heart, but there's only a very small few that are in it.
8. Some see me as a very cynical person, I do not disagree, but I am optimistic too. I just rather look at things for what they are, but keep positive thoughts in mind. Positive thoughts are my good luck charms.
9. I love to learn. Everything that I do, everything that I read, everything that I witness, every possible thing that I come across, I hope to learn something, at least ONE thing from it. I really believe that you learn something new everyday. To me, if you don't, it's not a life worth living.
10. I think originality is overrated. I remember when being different was uncool, now everyone is trying to be different from eachother, yet it comes out with the same end result. Everyone looks, and thinks like someone else at the end of the day. What is originality anymore? At the end of the day, that one person got the idea from another person, and they decided to flip it to look like their own. But it isn't their own is it? I don't know anymore, to me it's getting quite old. People just need to be themselves, THAT'S ORIGINAL.
11. I believe being infinite means that everything I do has no limitations. Nothing should ever stop me from doing what I want, and becoming whom I want. Whether it has to do with my style, money, learning, whatever, everything in my reach becomes infinite. Caring about the opinions of others in a limitation that I will never let hold me back. At this point in life, my name is Ivy the Infinite, because rules need not apply. I will forever remain boundless. :)