Monday, March 23, 2009

changessss in the making.

so, i've come to terms with the fact that i'm not happy with myself.
weight wise.
i love everything else, but this "issue" needs to get handled asap! People tell me that I don't need to lose weight, that I'm pretty the way I am, but I'm not happy with myself. Like I just feel so unhealthy now.
It's more than a cosmetic change you know? I have to do it for myself for the long run, and might as well do it while I'm still young.
it's just I need the motivation to work out, like wanting it isn't enough for me.
I guess it's because majority of the time, things are just handed to me, ya know?
ANYWAY.
so, Gaby is my partner in this, thank God, because without her, i would just be sitting on my ass.
I'm working on a workout playlist right now.
I need upbeat songs, that kinda makes me feel sexy, and all about partying.

Yo, i know the end result is going to look SIIICCCCKKKKKK.
so stayyyy tuneddddddddd!

1 comment:

  1. Congratulations and you can do it!!!!! It'll be hard, but you have a partner in crime so that makes it so much easier!!!

    As for songs... Madonna's Confessions On A Dancefloor (or *Of A...) that whole album is upbeat.. Gotta get the Ying Yang twins and Timbaland on the playlist too.

    Good LUCK!!!

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