i'm back to those feelings of uncertainity, and i just don't know anymore. I want so much for myself, and I just don't know where to begin.
Everything seems to be a trigger for me to start tearing up, I don't know what this is.
I don't really feel down, but again, I do not feel like myself. I feel change coming, I feel change happening, and I don't know how to stop it. Or if I want to stop it.
I just feel so different, that it's actually being to scare me. Is this normal?
What's crazy is, I can see how people are starting to look at me differently.
More than enough times recently, people have told me that I'm different in some way, each having various reasons.
Sure that's going to happen, but at the same time, is it really that noticeable?
I hate feeling so unsure of myself, unsure of EVERYTHING.
I feel so average, and plain, but when they tell me the opposite, it's like what are you looking at?
When they say, you're talented, I'm asking at what?
I can sit pretty, and plot about this all day, and not come up with a single conclusion.
Change is inevitable, which is completely understandable, but if change is suppose to be good for a person, why do I feel like this?
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I belive u feel like that cause u making your self feel like that its all in your mind those ppl that look I you differently is for variable reason and the main one could be u are outgrowing them they so use to doing the same thing and by knowing u your not like dat u love changed u love new things so don't be scared of a new change inbrace it cause there might be gold over dat rainbow
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