Sunday, May 31, 2009

so it goes.

I've made a lot of decisions, in a short amount of time. Now it's time to actually follow through with everything that I said I would do.
I don't feel it's the time for sitting pretty, and plotting. It's time for some action.
My school situation, I've decided I will start for next yr's spring semester. What school? I have no idea yet, but my conclusion is this: I want to design, I want to style, and I want to write. So where ever I do go, I must have those options.
Another thing, I want to continue to broaden my horizons. I want to learn about new things, see new places, and meet new people, when and where ever I can. This summer is basically dedicated to doing so. I don't want to look back on this coming summer and ask myself "what the fuck did i do that was remotely interesting?"
My last post, I wrote about how unsure of everything I was, and I realized it was because change is happening so quickly whether I like it or not. I think I was trying hard to fight against it, when instead I should be fighting with it. I'm never truly satisfied in life, and I think I was starting to get comfortable, and BOOM! it just came out of no where.
I woke up one morning, and decided that I don't want to do what I'm doing now.
I want to actually live life. However means possible. With friends, family, whomever deems themselves worthy.
Everything that I said I was going to do, watch me do it.
Enjoy the show.

1 comment:

  1. I'll be back when you update cuz to see how this "show" ends up lol

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