I don’t like people. At all. And sometimes, I think I have a problem. Because most of the people I associate with, I only associate with because I get bored sometimes or because I kind of have to, or I’ll be the total hermit. I mean it's funny when people really have to ask, "YOU REALLY TALK TO YOUR BOYFRIEND EVERYDAY?". It's as surprising to them as it is to me.. A lot of times I just don’t wanna talk to people. But at the same time, I kind of do. I absolutely HATE talking to the same people all the time, because they get dull, and the shit they're talking about gets so old. I pull "disappearing acts" once in awhile, because I'm a lot more comfortable being by myself and/or sometimes I want to avoid the situation of the utter distaste the person will leave in my mouth. But on the other hand, I never say no to shit. I'll always be down to chill.. People come and talk to me, and I sit and listen, but in the back of my mind I’m like “How is this remotely important to me?.. Whatev..”. And it’s really bad. Ask anyone who speaks to me on a regular basis, I’m the worst person to have a conversation with, I get distracted easily, I dead conversations half way through. I’m an asshole. I’m sorry, I don’t even know why I’m typing this up, because I honestly don't care. The people I truly fuck with, all understand this, and expect nothing more from me, and I'm grateful.
Matter of fact, I'll change that first statement.
I don't like the MAJORITY of people. 'Cause the ones I DO fuck with, are some AH-MAZING people.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
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