neeks' is berry sweet.

"You're my Honeybunch, Sourplum
Oompa-loompa-ompkin,
You're NOT my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, NOT
Gumdrop but
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the
Apple of my thigh,
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are NOT so dear !"

remix by NEEKS

once. twice. three times the charm! maybe.

SO! Lately, I've been thinking about Saint B., the clothing line I was supposedly starting. Not too long ago I came to the decision, about how much I hated fashion, and how much I hated making clothes, no mater how good I am at it.
It wasn't the first time I've said that, put the sketchbook down, and walked away.
I returned though, proudly stating that it was what I wanted to do with my life.
So with that, I continued learning new things, planning events that I would be able to show my work, continued to meet new people, that would eventually help my empire expand.
THEN, i became bored.
For an average person, doing what they like all the time is fantastic, especially learning about everything dealing with that one topic.
I, on the other hand, do not enjoy it. I don't enjoy anything that doesn't really change. With fashion, the looks change but it's generally the same idea, and that honestly annoys the hell out of me.
With Saint B., I wanted to do something new, something fresh, but something that was timeless.
I have talent, so says everyone who's seen my work, but it just wasn't enough for me.

NOW.
At work, (friday night), my homeslice Gaby burst out of no where, saying that we should start a clothing line. It was funny, how excited I got about the idea.
You know what's ironic? One of the problems of Saint B., was I would've like someone to be my right hand man. I wanted a partner on the deal, and look, Gab just came out of no where!
I'm thinking about it now, like maybe it's something I should be doing, maybe not for the rest of my life or for like a career, but something that I should be involved in some how or some way.

Gaby and I, should be an interesting match, if we do decide to really make moves on this. Our style is so similar, but yet so different, in so many ways. Our personalities, mesh and clash.
I dress like a hipster, as much I hate to admit it. And her style of dress, is so eccentric, seeing how M.I.A. is damn near her role model.

I have a good feeling about this, this could seriously be a good look for both sides.

sad moments.

I'm not even going to lie, what he did put me in a fucked up position.
Like, I never felt like this about any dude, and what he did, it's like he almost fucked that up for both of us.
I gained a friend out of the situation though, and I figured out where I wanted to be.

I almost lost the same friend over the same situation, because I don't know how to let go of it.
I just wish there was some type of understanding, you know?
I never been the type to care about shit, really and truly, but when I do care, I care hard. So when I hurt, I hurt hard. feel me?
I want to let go, and at times I feel like it's possible, I put them in a position where I thought I would be comfortable, but I wasn't.

I want to be able to have both things at once, but I don't even see how it's possible. I'm sitting here holding onto something I want to let go of so badly, cause I know it's going to make me lose two people I care about, but I don't know how..

Blonde Sensation

so speaking of Courtney Love, I totally respect this woman.
Despite having a past of being a druggie, she holds her own in Hollywood.
From being Kurt Cobain's wife, having/raising their daughter Frances Bean, being an actress, a successful musician, AND telling to world to basically FUCK OFF, I think she's great.

One minute, she looks like a professional prostitute, the next she's a in couture dress going to the Golden Globe Awards.

I LOVE IT.

mmmm, sec-sayyyyy.

so i'm in love with this band, Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Karen O should be my baby mother. Here's why:



I love bands with female lead singers. It's empowering, sexy, and awesomely bad ass.
Flyleaf, Paramore, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, HOLE just 'cause Courtney Love, by herself, is like jaw dropping, The Sounds, etc.
the list can go on and on, but point being is, in my opinion, with female fronted bands the music is more INTENSE and powerful. Just putting this out there, but I think it's because women are way more in touch with their feelings than men are. Being sensitive to your emotions I think really helps these bands out.
But I could be wrong.
Whatever.

Yeah Yeah Yeahs, are like my #1 right now.

venting.

Okay, you know what. I'm about to completely honest about how I feel on certain matters.

1. I'm so tired of people saying, "My president is black!!!". Seriously? Dude, I understand every reason to be happy, joyful, proud, etc., at this moment, but can we embrace the other half of him, just for a minute, maybe? President Obama is bi-racial. Last time I checked, his mother was a white woman. I'm not saying no one should be happy about the history made, but he has another part to him, that makes him HIM. feel me?

2. I absolutely hate when people can't be real about their shit. I hate when people try to have different motives from the one they told you about. Like, I don't give a shit what you're doing with your life honestly, but when it involves you talking to MINE, be real about shit.
I don't wanna hear, oh I have to ask him a question.. blah blah blah. All fine and dandy.
Ask the question and move on. It doesn't mean, "HEY! Let me just keep calling dude." Knowing I don't like that shit.
I AM NOT STUPID.
I know every trick up the sleeve thats remotely possible, so get it together.
Point blank and period, people need to be real with themselves and except the fact some shit just ain't going to happen.

3. I'm starting to fucking hate my family. Excluding my mom, dad, brother, sister-in-law, and the kids. Everyone else could seriously go fuck themselves, because it's sad how the family turned into "damn if you do, damn if you don't." After my Grandma's death, it just went down-hill, like everyone turned against each other. I mean seriously speaking, you see the true colors of people when a funeral or a wedding comes around.
Normally, I would let things go, but it's like, THAT side of the family, acts like my mother, brother, and I are just step-children who have no say in any matter. We're just visitors of the family, not really there you know?

4. I hate when I seem like the only one who cares about something in the relationship. WHY are guys like that? I'm not asking for much, seriously speaking. The most you could do is see why I'm upset about something. YOU know why i'm upset, but yet it's like it doesn't even matter. All you do is say "idk why you even get worked up about it." or "it's not even that serious."
wtf? If i'm upset, it's something serious. I want you to be mad with me! Be upset! Say something!
yo, i love being a relationship where arguments never happen, but when it does happen, it's like how the fuck do I deal?
It feels like we're arguing about the same shit, over and over, because we are.
Help me make things better. Yeah there's somethings that can't be helped, but shit, give me a break some time. All i'm asking for is that you feel what i'm feeling. how hard is that?
UGHHHHH man.

I hate when i sit here and think about things, cause then I just find out how much is really, truly bothering me.
I want to leave.
ASAP.

giddy.

i don't want this blog to be about JUST my boyfriend.
but it's incredibly hard not to write about him..

it feels sooooo good to be in love with him,
like it's refreshing, like a spritz of water on the face like a hot day.
lmao, wtf?
whatever.
it's so close to perfect, and that's more than enough.

I LOVE HIM.

because knowing is just half the battle.

you know what i love?
the best thing about myself in my opinion..

the fear i can put in some people, since i don't say much.

it's HILARIOUS.
because i'm about 5'2, and i think i look as innocent as can be.
i'm guessing, i look innocent to only me.

this dude told my friend, not to trust me, cause i ALWAYS look like i have something up my sleeve.
the funny thing about it is, that he's kind of right.

I'm quiet, because I like to observe things. I process them, and then I contemplate.
Sometimes it's easy figuring people out, and with that bit of info I processed, I know their next move & the move after that..
I don't trust many people, hence why I don't have many friends.
I have a good way of reading people, and their motives. I, personally, think that's a fantastic thing, seeing how I really don't get hurt, with such a defense mechanism.
The thing is, what he said kind of bothered me, because he hasn't been the only one who has said that before.
"she's too quiet.."
I don't know, but I hate hearing that.
If i have something to say, please believe, you're going to hear it, but some things are better left unsaid.
I do like the fact that people KNOW that i'm thinking about something, but CAN NOT, not even a little bit, figure it out.
I just don't want people to be nervous about it, like why should they be? Are you hiding something that I shouldn't know about? Like is it THAT serious? Do i make you THAT uncomfortable, because I like to keep my thoughts to myself?
In a way, I think this is why P. and I have such a different relationship, from others I've had. We're both the same way, and we both understand why.
You find out more things about everything, when you just sit back, observe, process, and plot.

See, plotting can mean any number of things, i.e.:

to prepare a list, timetable, or scheme to devise or construct the plot of (a play, novel, etc.). to plan or scheme secretly; form a plot; conspire a secret plan or scheme to accomplish some purpose

lol, thinking about it, it's not so different, but not truly the same.
ANYWAY.
Like not all plotting is bad, it's really about being prepared for the next couple of steps.

I don't know.
I learned from some, that life is like a chess game. You can't only look at your pieces on your side of the board. You have to look at every angle, look at every piece, and think about every possible move that can be made, because that's the only way to win. You have to look at life from every position, play from every side. It's better to know what each man is thinking, even the little niggas like the pawns, than to be taken by surprise by what you didn't, but should have known.

I'm just like figuring it out for the first time writing this..

I think I keep some people around just to see what they're going to do..
why is that?

shit, the weak start riots, while the strong always move quiet.

Look Around

And this movie, makes me think, more than I already do.
can you imagine what that feels like?

The Wackness.

I am McLovinnnn'

No matter what, this movie cheers me up in the worse way.
Fogel is a bad ass.

ugh.

i feel super yuckie.
ever drank so much water, it's like sitting on your chest?
it's making me feel like throwing up.

YUCK!

_________

to be honest, i really don't know why i'm in such a bad mood.

i want reese's pieces, and my boyfriend's hugs.

i am deeply annoyed.

true shit indeed.

"It's the schemers that put you where you are. You were a schemer, you had plans, and uh, look where that got you. I just did what I do best. I took your plan and I turned it on itself."

so, i'm siting thinking about what went on 2008, and all that jazz.
and it just hit me, like I was always so caught up in what other people were thinking, saying about me. I don't know when it happened, or how it happened, or really WHY, but the enlightenment set in, and I couldn't really give a fuck less about anyone's opinion anymore.
I came into this world alone, and sure enough, I'm going to die alone. Unless its some freak accident, and I have someone holding my hand, but shit ,when is that likely?
ANYWAY, point being: .. shit i don't know what the point is.
I'm just kind of laughing at myself.
and others for that matter.

Like, I love how it's the 12th day of 2009, and nigs still ain't make that "change". Matter of fact, it's still early, I'll correct myself.. Nigs didn't even attempt the "change".
i hate the people who say, "yeah, yeah, '09 is my year, i'm making moves, i'm doing this, i'm doing that.. yadda yadda. I'm making moves!"
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
knowing damn well, you doing the same shit from the previous year, and so forth.
Like, whats the point in New Years' Resolutions? You wanna make moves, you want to make such big changes? Why wait?
Handle your business, start that day you decided you needed to be different.

you "scheme", and "plot" all the time.
As do I.
The two main differences are that I, ONE, actually DO what I plan, and TWO, i contemplate the moves after that, and the moves after that.

you will never find me stuck, never find me slipping in some way.
I got plans for everything, and I do everything for a reason.
I wanted change, I went ahead and made it.
Fuck anyone's negative opinion about me, because at the end of the day, those same people are not signing my paychecks, and not helping me in ANY type of way.

YA FEEL ME!?

-excuse me, just feeling some type of way.

o.O

" Life's full of questions without answers, but an answer without a question is a statement."

who knew, you could get life advise on Family Guy?
deep.

2008 Relapse

In 2008, I gained: the best part of myself.
I lost: interest in the uninteresting.
I stopped: caring.
I started: living the way i wanted.
I was hugely satisfied by: everything going MY way. tyvm!
And frustrated by: the ignorance that surrounds me. yuckie!
I am so embarrassed that I: turned bright red, and laughed at myself.
Once again, I: tripped over my own feet.
Once again, I did not: play it off.
The biggest physical difference between me last December and this December is:my hair is lighter and shorter.
The biggest psychological difference between me last December and this December is: i became infinite.
I loved spending time: with the fam.
Why did I spend even two minutes: worrying that she was better? HA!
I should have spent more time: figuring, and plotting.
I regret buying: all that candy.
I will never regret buying: all my cardigans.
I am still looking for what i should do with the rest of my life, decisions, decisions.
I didn’t listen to my heart enough, when it said to let it go.
My friends drove me crazy, since when are you bitches so needy for attention?.
The most relaxing place I went was my bedroom in Brooklyn.
Why did I go to work.
Why did I not go to the warped tour!!!
The best thing I did for someone else was tell them the truth.
The best thing I did for myself was give it another chance.
The best thing someone did for me was tell me what i needed to hear, but yet give me the choice to make my own decision.
The one thing I’d like to do again, but do it better, is the enlightenment. should have happened sooner.

for my orange star.

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate
(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

- e. e. cummings, i carry your heart with me

Death Note

so, i'm a HUGE fan of this anime, Death Note.

It's based on the manga series written by Tsugumi Ohba and illustrated by Takeshi Obata. The series primarily centers around high school student, Light Yagami, who decides to rid the world of evil with the help of a supernatural notebook, that causes the death of anyone whose name is written in it. The book was property of Shinigami, named Ryuk, who became bored with his place in a realm which was festered with his people who became lax in controlling the deaths of those in the human realm. The story follows Light's attempt to create and rule a world cleansed of evil using the notebook, and the complex conflict between him and his opponents.

I love Death Note, just because it seems like a calculated game of chess, every move, every action, is well thought out, well structured.

SO there's 37 episodes to the series in all, and I'm now up to the 27th.
Sigh. My favorite character died, and I don't know, my heart just isn't into it anymore.
Well for right now.

-L, my anime lover

L is considered the world's greatest detective, whose identity remains unknown before the story takes place because he has never revealed himself to the public. He's described as being the "force of justice" and "super detective". He's considered a genius, for his out of the box way of logic, and is the person who stands between Light and the world he wants to create being Kira. Btw, L, eats massive amounts of sweets! He's perfect in every way..

THEN.. it's like, oh my God. Everything you want to happen, happens, and then BOOM!
He's gone..
the thing that made me angry about it was, that it was so well thought out. It was a perfectly executed crime, and you couldn't be mad at how things played out, because it was so ingenious.

Rumor has it, Death Note, was suppose to end with L's death. However, since Death Note is serialized in a shounen magazine, they wouldn’t allow “evil” to win, and forced the mangaka to write a more neutral ending.

SO! Two episodes after L's death, you can sense the change in direction of the series.
Not to say that I don't still love everything about it, but already it seems to just be a shift in direction. Death Note seems to be a bit more darker.

I can see a lot of people liking the change of pace that the new characters bring, like once again shifting the balance of power in unpredictable ways. But I’m sure that many people, such as myself, don’t like the idea of Death Note becoming unpredictable.


it just feels like, my favorite manga/series,
has become a complete different story.
-tear.

our future president, is getting cooler and cooler by the minute.
look at them shadeesssss!

evol.love.evol.love.evol.love

i'm in love, and i don't care who knows it!
I love the feeling that every day we talk, every night we tell each other 'i love you.. always? always. forever? forever.', my love for him only grows. When we can sit and talk for hours, and then fall asleep on the phone. Or when we can sit on the phone and just not say anything..Or have such random conversations, that always have us asking 'how the hell did we get on this topic!?'. Making plans to go to Central Park Zoo, well technically, he doesn't only want to go to see penguins, but whatever!
point being is, we're so good together. for the first time, this is a relationship that i've been in where i feel that both parties are giving equal amount of effort. Equal in everything honestly..



gosh, the only thing i would change about our relationship, is us seeing eachother a little bit more. you know? like what couple doesn't want that, in some type of way.
we're both really busy, and have other priorties going on, so I can't even be mad at that.

I talked to my ex today, my first love.
it was a decent conversation, but by the end, I was happy. Happy in the sense of, like.. I'm glad things happened the way it did.
You know, before there were thoughts of like, 'yeahhh, where did we go wrong?', 'i wonder if we'll get back together...'
I don't ever think like that anymore. But don't get me wrong, my mind crosses him once and awhile, but it's more like I wonder what he's up to.
Recently, I did think about the time we were together, and all i could think about was how unhappy i was, compared to how i am now. I mean technically i was a totally different person, but at the end of the day, the relationship we had wasn't healthy, and it took me a long time to realize that.
Being with my ex, really taught me what i needed in a relationship, what i was/wasn't going to deal with, what i wanted in a partner. being with him taught me about myself most importantly. I changed a bunch from when i first met him.

Right now, i'm happy with the way things turned out. And i couldn't be anymore happier for him. He's in love too, and when is that ever a bad thing?

P.
i just.. sigh. i just don't know how to even explain how much i love him.
i'm really grateful to be with someone who understands me..
and even when he doesn't quite get it, the effort is always there.
i'm grateful for having someone that tries to fix the problem with me,
then to sit on the sidelines and complain.
he never gives up on anything that's important to me, to us.
it's like, if it's the best thing for the relationship, then why not?
never any stress, never any bullshit.
i don't remember a time in my life, that i was ever this happy with the way things were going, and i know deep down, there will be times that things aren't always this good, but it doesn't even matter, because i know it'll get back to what it is right now.

i said after my ex, i wouldn't get stuck on ANY dude again.

who knew, that i was so wrong?
besides, he's not just ANY dude.. feel me?
he's mine, and I love him in more ways what could be explained.

Shia, how i heart you so.

from your Even Stevens days on Disney [how they suck], to the big box office movies, such as Disturbia, Eagle Eye, Indiana Jones, Transformers, etc..

how awesomely sexy you are, and supposedly intelligent since you were accepted to Yale University.
you are just meeting my criteria more and more!

One day, me meeting you will not just be a dream..



{don't mind me, I just finished watching Disturbia, and the whole i'm under house arrest for fucking up my teacher thing is kinda hot.}

Real talk, I'm not a blackberry person. I don't see the point into paying separate for the "blackberry" plan.
BUT!
i can sympathize for Obama, let the man keep his phone.

I wonder if Bush, no.. matter of fact, I wonder if McCain could figure out how to use a blackberry?

I’m still clinging to my BlackBerry. They’re going to pry it out of my hands.[...]

I don’t know that I’ll win, but I’m still–I’m still fighting it. And–but here’s the point I was making, I guess, is that it’s not just the flow of information. I mean, I can get somebody to print out clips for me, and I can read newspapers. What it has to do with is having mechanisms where you are interacting with people who are outside of the White House in a meaningful way. And I’ve got to look for every opportunity to do that–ways that aren’t scripted, ways that aren’t controlled, ways where, you know, people aren’t just complimenting you or standing up when you enter into a room, ways of staying grounded.

Source: Huffington Post

dude, it makes it even better that he has a legit reason for wanting the 'berry.

at least he isn't one of those Crack Texters that walk into things [i.e.: telephone poles, cars] that you see every day. although, that would be HILARIOUS.

so, i just finished watching 27 dresses for the umpteenth time, and i have yet to get sick of it.
i'm having this kind of craving for wedding magazines, movies, shows, whatever. if it's about a wedding, i want to read/watch it!

i'm not getting married anytime soon, wooo I'm sure not. one reason being, that i'm super young, chill, i need those couple of yrs to have fun. second reason being, I don't believe in divorce, and the statistic showing us that more than 50% of marriages don't last, only tells me that I need to wait as long as possible, to make absolutely sure.
But at the same time, what girl hasn't thought about what their wedding would be like?
To be quite honest, I think i have my wedding planned to the T. I'm positively sure that i'm going to have an alice in wonderland themed wedding.. whimisical, colorful, and fun!
i have everything to invites, gifts, bridemaids dresses planned out.
lmao, who knows though, come the next 5yrs how i'm going to feel about that. Seeing how much my mind changes so much, I'm sure things would change.

The only thing that hasn't changed in my mind is the dress.
I've known what kind of dress I've wanted always. Not exactly what it looks like, but I know what its suppose to resemble. And Oscar de la Renta knows what i'm talking about.
His bridal dresses are so whimisical but structured it's truly fantastic.

-spring '09 Oscar de la Renta bridal

You can just see how much work he puts into every detail, and thats exactly what I want.
The dress has to look like art, but yet effortless. I want people to appreciate everything about that dress, I want people to look at me in the dress, and just be speechless.
lol. awh man, it's really funny how i just know what I want, but whatever.
Oscar just does it for me.
Vera Wang does it for me too, but more in a classic but modern style.

-Vera Wang Spring '09 Bridal

like i said, every girl, I don't care whom it is, dreams about that day.. I mean, it might not be in such detail as I have it, but whatever. I'm excited for when that day comes. And at the same time I kind of feel sorry for the guy to whom i marry. He has to be prepared for the craziness of an alice in wonderland theme.

its also funny, how i know who i want to spend the rest of my life with.. but thats under wraps. And for those who don't know.. HOW SLOW CAN YOU BE!?

lol, i kid i kid... Well, no not really.

;]
[;
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Possibility Girl

Everyone thinks Possibility Girl is possibly a genius. Any day now, they continually agree, Possibility Girl will make it big. Become a star. ‘You won’t forget us when you're famous, will you?’ they always say, as Possibility Girl begins yet another amazing project.

The only person, who doesn’t believe in Possibility Girl's possible genius, is Possibility Girl herself. She thinks they're being too kind. She isn’t gifted at all. She’s a fake genius, bluffing her way through life. She is convinced the moment she tries to actually achieve her full potential, she will fail, fall flat on her face, and the people that once admired her from afar, will admire her no more. And so Possibility Girl never actually achieves anything. She just sits on the edge of her possible glory and basks in the adulation of her potential.

-andre jordan.

i'm in love with this guy's mind.

possibility girl reminds me of someone..

i.e.: me?

extraordinary him.

- andre jordan

btw,

it feels so good to start the year off with someone who is right for me.
he's everything i could ever imagine, and more.

honestly, my God, I never in my life, felt like this for anyone.
It makes me so nervous, but a good kind of nervous.

P. gives me the butterflies, the shivers, such tingles.
holy crappola!

I want to start, finish, live, experience,
many more years with this man.

he's not my everything, but he's damn close.

the best friend, love.

[sigh] so..

i said in 2009 there would be a change, i wasn't kidding.

i can't really specify what i'm talking about, but who tf cares? it's my blog, i'll do shit my way.
so anyway, i took the first step into doing what was right, for me. well, not only right, but what was needed to be done. it's been yrs, that i've been trying to finish this one thing, like completely kicking myself in the ass, as every year followed.
I got a phone call about 11am, and it kind of hit me like, why the hell am i procrastinating? I need to move on from this, it's not what i'm suppose to be doing.
and i know this doesn't make much sense, but whatever. i feel kind of free for the moment..
I contemplated every move after this one, and you know what? it's like i didn't. it feels way different from what i expected.. i don't really know what i expected honestly, but yeah it feels different.
this NEEDED to be done, in order for me to move on with my life. I'm not trying to be stuck in a hole for the rest of my life.. I felt trapped.. and I couldn't let myself feel like that anymore. it's not fair to do that to myself.
and you know what?
i know people are gonna talk shit, and i'm going to be a disappointment to a vast amount. Honestly, i swear to God, I don't care. as I said before, happiness is not one size fits all.
I only care what I think about myself.. and kinda what P. thinks.
God willing, this will be the start of more good things to come.
I have to do for self for now on, this was just the start of it..
I came in '09 with a clear, focused mind.
It needs to stay exactly like that.

Notice the Awesome

David Shrigley has shown his art widely in Europe and North America. His illustrations have appeared in newspapers and magazines, such as Esquire (Japan), Donna (Italy), Frieze (UK), The Guardian (UK), Maisonneuve (Canada) Du (Switzerland). He has produced animated pop promos for artists such as Blur and Bonnie Prince Billy and is also the author of numerous books of drawings details. He's as awesome as the weird looking cat.

words for everything.

words words for everything
words for nothing
words to say what's to be said and the opposite of whatever
words to mold the forms malleable
distorted in its delirious alienation
words nomad disarticulated words
to procreate the germination of the cancers
morbid
visionary words
original words to build the absurd
flight by flight climbing the summits of dementia
electrocuted words proscribed
stepped muddy humiliated words
sentenced words hostages of the arrested voice
merciful fraternal words
scenic spectacular
artistic words to nominate the beauty
blind deaf inaudible words
hollow words with god inside creating the primordial sounds
biblical words
mortal words with all eternity boiling within its mirrored nucleus
words to dissolve in the glass
and drink like hemlock at the edge of dawn
imbeciles hereditary words to chew and throw away
entangled words
funny words to laugh on funerals
repeated words for those who never understand anything at first
repeated words for those who never understand anything at first
lucubrated eloquent analytical
words to clean the ass with
words with hemorrhoids
words that are sexual obscene pornographic
words that prostitute themselves
words that masturbate themselves in nauseous booths
infectious heroin addicts
criminal delinquent assassins
indigent miserable words with no place to sleep
words with leper to touch not to turn the face away
flaming words to burn the dryness of the hours
liquid words to torrent the sense of the sentences
mineral crystalline words
musical words
words to formulate images
words to complement images
symbolic metaphoric
Apollonian words Dionysian
aesthetic tragedian words to entertain those who read (who reads anymore?)
mute words that say it all
silent words that make the spectrum disappear
words to excuse other words
words not to say anything to be known
words that politely tell you to go fuck yourself