true shit indeed.

"It's the schemers that put you where you are. You were a schemer, you had plans, and uh, look where that got you. I just did what I do best. I took your plan and I turned it on itself."

so, i'm siting thinking about what went on 2008, and all that jazz.
and it just hit me, like I was always so caught up in what other people were thinking, saying about me. I don't know when it happened, or how it happened, or really WHY, but the enlightenment set in, and I couldn't really give a fuck less about anyone's opinion anymore.
I came into this world alone, and sure enough, I'm going to die alone. Unless its some freak accident, and I have someone holding my hand, but shit ,when is that likely?
ANYWAY, point being: .. shit i don't know what the point is.
I'm just kind of laughing at myself.
and others for that matter.

Like, I love how it's the 12th day of 2009, and nigs still ain't make that "change". Matter of fact, it's still early, I'll correct myself.. Nigs didn't even attempt the "change".
i hate the people who say, "yeah, yeah, '09 is my year, i'm making moves, i'm doing this, i'm doing that.. yadda yadda. I'm making moves!"
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
knowing damn well, you doing the same shit from the previous year, and so forth.
Like, whats the point in New Years' Resolutions? You wanna make moves, you want to make such big changes? Why wait?
Handle your business, start that day you decided you needed to be different.

you "scheme", and "plot" all the time.
As do I.
The two main differences are that I, ONE, actually DO what I plan, and TWO, i contemplate the moves after that, and the moves after that.

you will never find me stuck, never find me slipping in some way.
I got plans for everything, and I do everything for a reason.
I wanted change, I went ahead and made it.
Fuck anyone's negative opinion about me, because at the end of the day, those same people are not signing my paychecks, and not helping me in ANY type of way.

YA FEEL ME!?

-excuse me, just feeling some type of way.